You know love is quite an interesting feeling. Sometimes it could be a good thing, something that warms your insides and makes you happy no matter what. And other times love is a stupid thing that needs to not exist or just die off entirely.
Throughout my lifetime I have experienced love or what I thought was love many times. Each of these times I thought it was love cause I was happy and thought I could take on the world no matter what happened. The first time was with this girl katie or katy or whatever. Met her at MTAC 4 I think. We dated for a whole month, talking and texting. Thought everything was wonderful and great and then a few days into the next month I get an email saying she wants to break up with me and that she was seeing this guy a week before she wrote this and she only wrote this email because one of her friends told her she should. Well that all ended quite well for my first girlfriend but whatever her loss I guess.....The next lady I dated was one of my close friends, we all called her "gelly". This relationship also lasted a whole month, must be time limit for me and girls I guess, but yah. The whole month once again I thought everything was going well and didn't think for a second that at the end of the month this one would also be over with. Boy was I wrong...again. The reason for this breakup was because she felt scared for me because she thought that she might just all of a sudden just leave me without telling me or something else. So I didn't take it as bad as the last one.
And my final relationship we all know very well. It was with a girl whom I still love very much. She I also met at MTAC. This girl I found out dated one of my best friends before she dated me. It didn't bother me any until I heard from this friend that he was willing to drive out to my house to beat my ass for dating his ex-girlfriend. But eventually we made up and got over this particular situation. This particular relationship was one that I hoped would last until the day I died cause the girl and I were into all the samethings and enjoyed a lot of things. Sure we fought a lot and had our problems but that was nothing that we could not handle together. She was one of those girls who if your day was the shittest day that it could ever be, I mean one of those days where live just says "Fuck you, your day is going to suck, haha", she will make it all disappear and make you feel like the day didn't matter cause she was going to be there at home when you got there and everything would be alright. Well we all know how this one ended. So I won't go into any detail. I hear she's dating now which is...great....for her. But I remember hearing somewhere that girls will never have to worry about a break up. Sure they may be said for a few weeks or maybe a month after. But that won't last long cause girls can quickly rebound into any guy. Cause what can I say any guy nowadays will be happy with a girl who likes him cause that's how simple minded we are. This makes me understand why my best friend wanted to pretty much beat me to death for dating his ex-girlfriend. I understand his feelings now.
So my love life as it seems just doesn't seem to last very long no matter how hard I try hence the princess is in another castle reference. This isn't exactly what I wanted to post but I let it sit in my mind for to long and I lost a lot of what I was going to write down. But yeah apparently these things sound sappy or whatever so I'll just stop here. Good luck in life my friends, you can take what I have of mine cause mine is just false luck.
Happy Christmas to you guys.
